~Everyone who loved you will miss you. I will miss you. you were my best friend... i will always remember you.~

My best friend killed himself. Steve ~1964-Dec. 9,2009~ I will never forget him.

Love Jessi

Hey ya'll, it's been a while huh?... lol a long while actually... um well i moved to Colorado, got in trouble, in vegas with my dad right now until after christmas... i have a lot of new shit but guess what, i left it in Colorado with my boyfriend lol *blushes* my bad so until i write new shit while im here, i'll still be M.I.A. lol love you all byes!!

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (haha it was such a fail, though)
SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (is currently with an older person) lol
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 10

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 13

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding (no fair! i've been skiing)
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 17

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 22

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (lol when i was 6)
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 27

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school

SO far: 32

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 35

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 39

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 42

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 44

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed a crime (someone stealing from safeway)
(x) Pole Danced (gay prom!)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 48

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

So FAR: 51

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 55

Level 17
(x) Done something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of you nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 59

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 63

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (crossing Mexican borders baby!!!)
(x) Gone Roller-skating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (HAHA WtF?)

SO FAR: 66

Level 20
(x) Worn pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) screamed "penis" or "vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 69

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 73

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 77

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 81

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited jail

SO FAR: 84

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been told your hot by a complete stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 88

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 93

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name (aww poor jacob haha)
( ) French Braided Someone's Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 98

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkelling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 102

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 106

Level 32
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
(x) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someone’s tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 111
Repost this with the title:
I've Done ____ of the 120 stupidest things (with your total in that blank spot).

J: Crazy
E: Very Very easy to fall in love with
S: Beautiful
S: Beautiful
I: Very good kisser
C: Perfect person to date
A: Has one of the best personalities ever

A:​Has one of the best perso​nalit​ies ever
B: Dumb and funny​ at the same time
C: Perfe​ct perso​n to date
D: Sexxy​ as hell
E: Very very easy to fall in love with
F: Love it
G: sexy
H: Doesn​'​t give a crap what peopl​e think​
I: Very good kisse​r
J: Crazy​
K: a very good gf/​bf
L: Adora​ble
M: Nice body
N: Can kick your ass
O: Very Very HOTT,​ Has one of the best perso​nalit​ies ever
P: popul​ar with all sorts​ of peopl​e
Q: A anima​l lover​
R: retar​ded
S: beaut​iful
T: Sweet​heart​
U; great smile
V: rebel​lious​
W: Very close​d minde​d
X: Never​ let peopl​e tell you what to do
Y: loved​ by every​one
Z: chill​ perso​n

REPOS​T WITH does your name fit you?

All i have to say is someone got their shit crossed...

ok 1. im sorry everyone, i haven't really done anything on DA lately because of work and graduation adn shit and plus the fact that i have a MAJOR writers block right now... there will also be no poems... been having problems lately... with HIM... um not the 34 year old the older one... i love him, i really do and he tells me he's gon leave his wife... he didn't say that he'd do it FOR ME, which i really don't think he will do it for me... but his dad is dying right now, and he's down visitng him and all i cna think about is "omg i want him soooo bad" ya know? i feel like a bitch... he deserves better than her, but im not sure im too much better ya know? what can i give him? i can give him pain, and suffering... i don't want kids right now, and he's never wanted kids... but i know eventually im gon want them... im not even freakin sure he's gon divorce her... gosh... i wish i knew what to do... i care about him a lot.... more than i could ever try to describe...but... idk ya know? does anyone else see my dilemma here? and plus in a year or so im going to move out with Kristee, to either Laughlin, NV or somewhere in Arizona... so im not sure if i should try to get him to go with me, to live with Kristee and leave his wife, or if i should just keep doing what im doing and leave anyway, lettting by gons be by gons... or if i should drop him right now... i sooo don't know what to do, anyone got any ideas?