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Feeling like shit... for more than one reason...

Tue Feb 19, 2008, 6:46 PM
I quit. i quit with the guy game (please don't feel bad, you know who you are), but im just downright done right now. All i want is for someone to be there, whenever i need him. Someone that no matter what time of day or night it is, will come and take me away from here... i want someone to be able to wake up next to in the morning and someone i know will never leave... guess i just wasn't meant for love... and i don't even want love... i jst want someone... to care... anytway, it's never gon happen so enough about that problem.... Bobby went into the hospital today... for REALLY bad chest pains... it was like a minor stroke/heart attack.... i don't have ANYONE who cares (besides you [you know who you are once again]) but i mean no one REALLY cares... that lives close enough to matter anyway... i can't wait till i get outta this shit hole... im gon go to California, where i used to live... right in the middle of the freakin desert... then i can be by myself all the time... whenever i want to... im tired of people calling me a bitch... even my mom says im a bitch... and calls me ugly... i must really be if even she says thqat... she says she's just trying to help me... but you know what fuck her, and fuck everybody else... im tired of everyone's shit...

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  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Led Zepplin
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: computer screen
  • Playing: Scrabble
  • Eating: Breakfast- Taco Bell!!!!
  • Drinking: Water (like always...Lol!)

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~BlackBalletShoes Feb 19, 2008, 8:12:59 PM
im going to california one of these days too.
the west coast will be ours...

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- Melanie

"Screw perfection. Just embrace the greatness [LIFE] as it is."
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~ebrion Feb 19, 2008, 11:01:00 PM
You cannot strive for these things, they will come to you, but as long as you look for them, you won't be able to see them. It sounds stupid and wierd, but thats how I have always seen it happen. I had shitty parents too, mine would rather hit me than call me names though, I got through it with my friends, not lovers or signifigant others, just a group of people who liked me for who I was, as opposed to my family, who did not want to accept me for what I am.

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=Roland3791 Feb 20, 2008, 6:24:51 AM
I hope you can see from the responses you get her that you have people who care about you, and we are here for you. i know we can't be there to take you away and all that, but jessi, you have some good friends that care, both here and there. And why are you so willing to listen to you mom and not your friends. I think you are neither ugly nor a bitch, you mom is totally wrong, so screw it, listen to the people around you that care. Take care dear. I hope to talk to you soon.

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"I will show you fear in a handful of dust"
T.S. Eliot "The Waste Land"
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~shadownightracer Feb 20, 2008, 9:07:34 AM
jessi anytime that you need to get away tell me I am here for you and I will come get you no matter what I care about you more then anything you have been my best friend sense 6th grade and always will be I love ya jessi and I am sorry about what your mom is saying that is bullshit you are beautiful and a very sweet girl so screw what your mom says I love you for you and that is all that matters love ya jessi..

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What if life was black?? would it be good or bad.....
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~xpt Feb 20, 2008, 10:28:39 AM
Hey, I know that I’m a stranger and I live in Europe, really far from you. But you know that you can count with me don’t you?
I don’t know how you’ll feel better and what’s best for you. But I’ll give my opinion anyway. I think you shouldn’t go back to the middle of the desert. Okay, you don’t like being there and you hate that people. That doesn’t mean that everyone is equal. Go somewhere else, start your life from the beginning and don’t let anyone call you bitch, that’s not fair at all. Even if you were a bitch no one should call you that, especially your mum. Tell her that she should respect you more. I mean, you’re her child and she should be there to you no matter what. She should be your friend and if she doesn’t like your behavior she should talk to you.
Take care of yourself. :hug:

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~Shrooms57 Feb 21, 2008, 5:34:44 PM
Hell yeah let's do this!!

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R.I.P. Steve *You will be remembered*
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~Shrooms57 Feb 21, 2008, 5:35:33 PM
Thank you hun, i will deffinetly try that, i mean something's gotta work right? lol

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R.I.P. Steve *You will be remembered*
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~Shrooms57 Feb 21, 2008, 5:36:56 PM
I know people care and you know that i know, it's just... shit sometimes life makes you forget that... and it sux, but im ok, and i always will be... love ya hun, ttyl byes

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R.I.P. Steve *You will be remembered*
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~Shrooms57 Feb 21, 2008, 5:39:06 PM
Thanx hunny, that means a lot to me, as always! i know you care and everyone else does, i just forget sometimes... lol :blushes:

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R.I.P. Steve *You will be remembered*
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